Sunday, March 6, 2016

Squat day

Lately, I've been feeling burnt out on training.  It sucks, huge.  For the past 18 years in a lot of ways it's been the only thing I've had, it's what I am, simply put it's my khakis(that's an amazing reference and if you don't get it then shame, SHAME!).  Anyway, I'm trying to push past it but it's been harder and harder.  I noticed it today.  For the first time in a long time my ankle was just hurting instead of painfully hurting, so I was kind of excited to do squats.  Get in there, and all the excitement was gone.   Maybe it's the day I go on and there's really no one in there except for first few sets so I can't at least fake it.  Maybe it's the lift, after the accident I've never been able to squat heavy, mentally blocked from it I guess, but I keep going in and doing squats.  Maybe I'm just bored with them, maybe I'm bored with lifting.  Sad thing is, if I don't do it I hurt more than if I do.  So I guess it's the kobayashi maru of pain for me.  Damn, this is full of great references.  Just did chain squats, standing leg curls, and some pull ups(for fun) tonight.  Numbers are logged, no since in doing it here.  Gonna put this one to bed and see if I can get some sleep myself.  

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